For i know i cannot make myself feel for something that i do not feel
Feelings are definately not meant to be based on logic
its based on something else
something which my logic will never find out
i guess being gifted with a superbly logical brain comes about a curse
Thats is i never understand what emotion means
i just do things based on whether i think is right or wrong and not by my heart.
in conclusion
i reckoned i am autistic to some extent then