I don’t remember receiving life,
Receiving a soul.
I don’t remember evolving;
Being naturally selected;
Being mutated.
I don’t remember
What’s in the dark to fear.
I don’t remember the sun
Ever saving me from pain.
I don’t remember Black or white
Because the world is gray.
Filled with outlines
On the chart,
Drifting through a world of
Schizophrenia,
Dementia,
And amnesia
Deciphering
Lies to truth,
Trying to expunge the gray.
who i am hates who i have been....
